In My Mind

I lie in bed and close my eyes;
I feel as if, I wanna cry.
I tried to cry, but no tears come out;
but deep inside, it hurt so much.

The pain I feel inside my heart,
I can't explain, nor can't define.
The agony that is deep in my heart,
No one can remove, no one can oust.

If I only could, I wish to fly
Away from people that knows me now;
I want to go, to a place so far,
That nobody can fathom who am I.

Somewhere to start my life anew,
Somewhere I can perform what I want to do;
A place where I can accomplish,
the things that will complete me too.
Somewhere...where I can be,
A person that can love herself first,
before she gives her loving to someone else.